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01/12/2005: "The past few days..."

Its been a bad past few days. Well, first of all. I created another blog. Will be private, no one from here will see it and I dont care if anyone else sees it anyway. I am considering closing down FEnet. Not to many people read my little thoughts on life.

My 12 year old german shepard dog was diagnosed with inoperable bladder cancer. The vets said she would have a few months of quality life at most. Its very sad for all of us. She is like a sister/child to me. I remember when she used to be able to sleep in my bed, but she grew out of that. For now, we just give her pain medicine and her favorite food everyday.

My father returned from being deployed by the military. Im glad hes back, but its alot to get used to again.

My computer/internet is dead. Im posting this because for some reason its working on my fathers computer for the time being. It doesnt work anywhere else. I will have to get it fixed tomorrow. And my poor computer has been standing on its last leg for a while. I cant move any of my files to my external drive, and the LCD monitor is starting to get spots. Not good.

I missed school today because I stayed up so late when getting my father. But it was good to sleep in. A whole bunch of other smaller things have just been peeving me the last few days. I have to go to the dentist to get a tooth fixed. I hate the dentist more than anything. I have to get a bunch of shots to go to college, I hate the doctors second most. My mothers best friends husband killed himself. He had always been creepy to me...but its sad I know someone who committed suicide. Just an icky few days, and hopefully it gets better soon.

Replies: 2 Comments

on Thursday, January 13th, The Eskimo said

Yeah. She has been my baby for the past 12 years. I dont think I will be getting a dog for my children unless they are older than I was. I think I am a cat person. I like cuddling, and I just cant with my german shepard baby anymore.

on Thursday, January 13th, necrocuser said

I'm long for a dog,but I was thinking it finally may die someday,and it is of course a sad ting,so I can not persuede myself to raise a dog.