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02/05/2005: "On Loss...and college"

Why can someone...who has never met me, doesnt know me besides my name, and my ID number...have the power to change my life completly? Its not fair...

Why am I so...different. I like it, but society doesnt like it. I can go to college...but at what cost? Cost is not just money, its also in happiness.

Do I want to go to a college where I do not fit in? Do I want to go to a college that I will live in a miserable dorm?

I've taken the risk...Ive applied to another. But what happens if I dont get the money I need? No college...not there. No Logan...

I would be left with going to a college that doesnt agree with me, and I dont agree with it. Or I could go to the other college, have my mother drive me to college for the next 4 years (no busses people, and I cant drive because of a God given curse).

What a decision to make.