I feel pretty much like crap today. I have a cold. Colds suck. I get to have 4 teeth yanked out on tuesday, and I better not be sick then, because then I will be drugged up AND miserable.

In other news, Yahoo! News says that the UK news channel UKTV Style will be hosting an 8 week, 24/7 show on paint drying.

Someone shoot them, now.

If... you had the power to freeze all activity for one hour and were free to do whatever you wanted during that time, what would you do? What would you be really tempted to do that you know you would not do?

If I could freeze time for one hour, I would take a camera and go around to as many people as I could and take their picture. See what they are doing. I would like to freeze time first thing in the morning, because people are more intresting then and have such diverse routines.

I would be tempted to rob a bank, of course..but I wouldnt do that.

You know, when it seems all may be right...things are looking up...and your actually happy for say...that first time in a few years...you know it has to get taken away.

My father recieved military orders to move to South Carolina. Damn it.

I get to finish my senior year of high school in yet another school. I lose the friends I have grown to love. I dont want to trust myself to make new ones...afterall, university is just another year away. So I am moving, I could care less about this bloody place I live now. I could leave in a new york minute...but Im going to miss my friends. One in paticular.

So, now that I have a job...Im going to have to quit. Now that I found the perfect univeristy, I wont be able to go to it. (Bye Bye Houston) *le sigh* Hopefully.

This has turned into a sob story, great.

Well, this fellow eskimo will be joining the workforce at the end of may. I think my job might of been one of those thousands created just to give bush a higher rating...considering I will be working as a government employee. I feel so special. ;) Even if it is just checking ID's...

Unfortunally the job I applied for was not given to me. I am still not sure why. The girl who got my job (the one I wanted...) wanted the one I got. I think there is a mixup somewhere in there. MMm, oddness.

In other news, I have decided (well, at least for this week) what I might major in university: Journalism. This place isnt exactly a good example of my writing, but hey, I do think I do write well. I might post one of my essays here. Anyway, thats what I decided. My next big decision is whether I should have all 4 of my wisdom teeth out at once (a week recovery), or 2 at a time (might get with 3 days each). Since I have a job, this decision is actually hard.

You know, no one visits this site, besides one friend. Thats it. No 50 people a day for this site, its completely anonymous, so I can write for myself. But I would like feedback every now and then. So if your ever around, and want to say hi on here, feel free.

The hot topic this week seems to be abortion. Why? Because of this:

I think that after September 11, the American people are valuing life more and we need policies to value the dignity and worth of every life. President Bush has worked to say, let's be reasonable, let's work to value life, let's reduce the number of abortions, let's increase adoptions. And I think those are the kinds of policies the American people can support, particularly at a time when we're facing an enemy and, really, the fundamental issue between us and the terror network we fight is that we value every life.
-Karen Hughes, CNN Late Edition with Wolf Blitzer, 4/25/03

Very intresting. It has brought up alot of points. But I dont think abortionists = terrorists at all. Im not sure if that was what she was trying to get across, or even suggest. But I do find it ironic, that we are still in Iraq, getting our soliders killed, yet at 'home' we are trying to ban abortions. (For the record, I am personally against all forms of abortion, for any reason for myself) I think he (Bush) should be focusing on the war right now, not domestic policies. Plainly, he needs to get his ass out of there, or hes going to lose this upcoming election.

As far as banning abortion is concered, I think we should ban certain TYPES of abortion. And only use those types (partial birth abortions, preformed in the 2 and 3 trimesters) when they are MEDICALLY (the womans life is at stake) nessessary, none of this 'it will damage the mother psycologically' crap. If they waited until 6 months pregnant to have an abortion, they do not deserve it. If their life is at stake they should have a choice in the matter. But, there is only one issue I am not sure my opinion on: what if the baby is deformed, or has a lifelong debilitating disease? Should abortions be preformed in those cases?

Im not sure, its up to the mother. I know I wouldnt, but thats just me.